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Very rarely I feel anything in the home. I am interested in Wicca but do not know much. I believe in God but also Mother Nature, Earth, ect. Where do you suggest I start to learn more about myself? Thank You. Nature, love, respect, coexistence, spirits, other lives, reincarnations, candle magic, herb magic, Earth magic, elements magic, the 3 fold law and that everyone knows the good from bad and we all intentionally do what we do.

I have recently felt drawn to this religion based on experiences I have had. Is there any way You could direct my in the right direction. Is that bad? I would love to figure out which I am.

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I intend to learn more of Wicca and then possibly create my own spells if I can. What do you think? Any pearls of wisdom to share? Much appreciated Olivia. Aldora, Thank you for responding. I will check that book out. I forgot to ask this: I do want to learn alone first, but it would be nice to know if there is someone close by learning it as well. Obrigada Olivia. Hello, I have been strictly brought up as a Catholic I am now Since I can remember I have always had a strong connection to animal, and would spend hours upon hours in the woods.

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How can I learn about the meaning of my personal symbol? I am so sorry if some of my questions are silly. You may be an empath. I suggest you read up on what being an empath is. Although empaths have varying gifts, they do not always feel like gifts. But, understanding yourself more deeply, you will be able to work with them to benefit yourself and others. Thank you for giving me an interesting topic to ponder next time I attempt to catch the enigma that is sleep.

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I have very recently and suddenly had the call and deep urge to learn more about astrology and witchcraft. I have had dreams that have seemed to occur in reality later. I have had conversations in my head with what seemed like my father who has passed a few years ago and since then have had several incidents of seeing shadows or hearing voices.

I felt like I was going mad but it felt as real or more so than any other conversation I have had. I would appreciate any form of approval or guidance. Thanks for your help!! Thanks for this. Just recently found out that my husband is a water witch. In fact we are Christians and follow Jesus Christ. But we know that spiritual energies are what God created us to be, so we pay attention to those energies Seeking pagan spiritual holistic nasty women friend the God-given powers within ourselves.

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So the spiritual gift of discernment can either be used for service, or self-serving…we can try to own it as our own power, but I think it is hard for it not to have some kind of darkness to it if we think we are solely in charge.

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I consider myself an eclectic witch. I do spells and mostly healing spells. I work in the medical field so healing comes naturally to me. I also work with herbal teas. I have always had very vivid dreams, I have a hard time telling reality from dreams apart sometimes.

I dream about flying a lot. I guess my question is what do you think about what I am? Hello Aldora, I am recently an coming out wiccan. I love your website it is masterful and absolutely wonderful. I have trouble with visualization when trying to conduct spells.

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I looked at your tab Aldora and I myself also write,draw,sing. Does that have anything to do with what witch I may be? I think this site may be of help in finding what i am. I have these dreams of others past for example my ex was deployed and never spoke of it yet i had dreams of details of his missions also i had dreams of things that didnt happen until years later. What kind of witches are the Romani gypsy people?

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She refused to teach us and told us to figure out our own religion. I have always had gifts. I can sense and at times see spirits. I am very sensitve to peoples emotions, Expecially to emotions of people who have resently lost loved ones. I seem to know it before they tell me, a kind of premintion all knowing thing. I dont know how to explain it. I also know yhings about my heritage or beings that reside in this world who were never human just by an instinct.

I am drawn nastu herb magic and know how to use some without being taught. I would like to comtinue to use herbs and candle magic. But it seems odd i know and want these things without prior knowledge. I dont fit into any religion because i have my own views. Could you help me? A lot of Voodoo is to help heal frifnd, and yet this article explains it as being related to black magick. Truth is there is no such thing as a white or wmen witch, magick is a tool and the user wields it as they choose.

Many people think black magick is using magick for personal gain, it is not. The worst of outcomes can come from the best of intentions and vice versa.

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